Pulling Through

It's been only a day, but it feels like..thousands.
It is so hard to think what it would be like without you,
I thought that I've thought about it.But now it just feels, different.
I guess I have to live with it and see how things go, since it has been only a day.
It is true what people say that you will only want it when you don't have it.
I am in that state.
I once thought that I've lost it for you, only to find it back a few days before, not knowing that anything would change.
I didn't know that I wanted you to be involved.
I didn't think it would be as painful even if it is just for awhile.

I need a shoulder, a hug.