Friday, September 29, 2006

Tinkling Thoughts

I failed me driving test.Dumbdibido road.
Gonna go back there next week again and just take that road thingy.The rest pass la.Piecaofapie.
Saw eng ho, sim see, zhong yi, jacelyn and jillian or however you spell their name, there.
Eng ho teman-ed me most of the time.Stupid fella pass everything d.I was excited for him when I saw him did all of it.Haha.
Made a new friend.Meng Woei.Same age and all but he stopped studying two years back and is working as a mechanic i think.All i know is car related because he speaks kinda only chinese and me, a full grown banana.Okay maybe not just yet.Teenage-fullgrown banana.I think.Or something like that.

On the way home right, I noticed something so cool.To me la.
The first shop name has the word Chye in it, the one beside it has the word Tat, then Sin, then Loo and the last one was Jawa.
I realised that I know people who has that "names".Ying Chye, Tat Meng, Sin Yin, Loo Chen LI [XD] and Jawahir.
Wahahha.K, end of story.

While waiting for like super duper long and being two of the last ones who went back home, a thought came up.
I remembered my instructor asked meduring my first lesson whether I was a christian or not.And I said yeah.So this means they expect me to not bribe la.And I didn't obivously.

My question is, only Christianity teaches you not to bribe and cheat and stuff wan merh?
I'm sure no right?
So why do they only expect the christians to not bribe and the rest of the other religions to be able to bribe?

And what if if you are a Christian and you wanna bribe?
Would you wanna spare the embarassment and deny Christ or what?

So well, just a thought.

Lotsa luv~

Pulling Through

It's been only a day, but it feels like..thousands.
It is so hard to think what it would be like without you,
I thought that I've thought about it.But now it just feels, different.
I guess I have to live with it and see how things go, since it has been only a day.
It is true what people say that you will only want it when you don't have it.
I am in that state.

I once thought that I've lost it for you, only to find it back a few days before, not knowing that anything would change.
I didn't know that I wanted you to be involved.
I didn't think it would be as painful even if it is just for awhile.

I need a shoulder, a hug.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Burning the Line

It's been a year and a month now since I've said and meant it,
I've finally did something I thought I was incapable of,
Thank you for being understanding,
Thank you for respecting me,
Thank you for making me somewhat of what I am now,

If God says that you are to be in my life,
You will be and everything will fall into place.
Nevertheless,
I hope nothing much will change,
I know nothing much will change now, but who knows?
I thank God for you,
I thank you for you.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Trails-Pictures Galore III?

On Sunday me, my family and a few other relatives went to Pahang for a one day mission trip.Woke up like 5 and went down to Damansara and joined my uncle in his naza with 4 other passengers.So it was like 9 of us in it.We took around 2 and a half or maybe lesser hours to reach Pahang.
Took around 30minutes to drive into the not-really-but-kinda-jungle area where the orang asli's lived.They actually live quite near to the main roads and stuff, but then the muslims started to buy the land and claim
ownership so they were pushed so in.

There we met one of my aunt's husband who was there for a few days already.They've been here for quite a few times already, so they were just continue'ing their work in this area la.
We were hearing all about the things that's been happening and stuff.Amazing really.Hard to put into words.

One of it was there was this super tall old old tree that was the non-believer orang asli's item of worship.The top of the tree cracked into two and and side fell down.That happened before my uncle and the pastor there went to pray for that place.The next time they went, maybe a few days before, the other side of it fell down on the EXACT spot the first half fell on.My uncle then said that even the pawang/bomoh who brought them there all those times bowed and closed his eyes when they prayed.

The pastors, two of them are from Sabah.They brought their family down from there to Peninsular because no one wanted to do any ministry here.The thing is, they cannot live in this area.The government or something don't let.So the pastor will usually take an hour drive from somewhere else and come to this certain area everyday.Only being able to stay during the weekends to handle the church on Sundays.

The time finally arrived for the service to start.The "family band" played and some of my aunt and uncles gave thier testimonies.Was funny watching them all trying to translate everything and speak in bm.It ended eventually and we were to shake hands with every single one of them there.

Had our lunch there and ate babi hutan, yes, wild boar.Very nice.Oooh which reminds me of a story they told.You know how us christians go to minister to the people there, the muslims did it too.Most of them didn't wanna convert just because they wouldn't be able to eat babi hutan just because of the word babi there which aren't actually pigs.They even went to the extent and said "Nevermind la, they got exception.Can eat if they want" or something like that.Haha

Have I written to much?Read can die.I like pictures..I know you do too =)

Then we went to the sungai below.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Mooncake Factory

My family has been getting mooncakes from relatives and close friends.Now mooncake festival mer?
My favourite types are the egg yolk and also the green tea kind.
So this is only two of the nice packaged ones.Got another dunno where but who cares cause its not pretty.
I think I'm done with the layout.But stupid photobucket don't wanna upload it into the net properly.Geram betul.

I wonder what people say when I'm not there.....
I guess I'll never know. =DD

Oh yayyee.Examinations are overrr~!!..For now.so potong. And I've been going to school for 6 days in a row now.The weird thing is, it doesn't feel weird!Hee.Never mind la..I take it as a good sign.This means go school or no go school won't bother me.Training tahu?

See the amount of account's books and papers I took out that day to study for paper2.[Along with some food]I didn't exactly study because of the papers I had all over the place.Everything was so the very..unorganised.So had to do this, that and all that jazz.Did till 4.In the morning.Just to wake up 2 hours later.See how wonderful and exciting my life is?

It's done.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Bummer

At this rate I don't think I'll have the time to study/revise for accounts.Don't know what I got myself into when I changed class, took bio and had accounts for an extra sub.Yeah I don't think.I just do it on the spur of the moment.I'm sure most of you would agree yeah?

I guess God has his plans set for me though.Wait.Not i guess, I know it.Yeap yeap.Met new and many more people and even got close to those who I wasn't close with and I became soo much more less reserved.Really.Even though it may not seem so, but really!I saw the difference and know the difference from last year to this.

Honestly speaking, I don't think I'll be this now [even though more emo now, BUT not all the time.Getting better d.] if I changed the things I did last year.Things really wouldn't turn out and be the same.Not a tad the same.

From accounts I went on to life related talk.Feels weird.Bleeh.

So well, probably going to Murni's in subang with Joy, Ju Ann and the siblings tomorrow night right after tuition.And I'll most probably sleep during the afternoon and hopefully go for piano class which i haven't been attending for quite awhile already.That means no time for accounts again.The bags under my eyes is seriously going to be there for long I think.Well it has been there for long for a long time edy.Hehe.And sleeping late nights doing practically nothing is so not helping.

On another note, photoshopping has been a drag lately.No source of err..inspiration?So the only thing I can do now is take great pictures without having to photoshop.IF and only IF I can take kononly great pictures la.Hope my picture taking skills wont go down the drain too.

I may change my layout soon.If the picture I'm going to take when I feel like taking turns out nice, then I'd most probably use it.Same concept thought.Not much changes.Which reminds me that I haven't use that skirt since the time I took the pic of the skirt.Must wear again soon.

Goodnight.Or whatever.Whichever suits you.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Markeyt.

I always blog only during exams eh.Excuses just to not study and only studies when the clock hits 12..or maybe later.TodayTonight sure can tahan wan.Slept for 4 hours in the afternoon.Wanted to sleep for awhile ny le..But then whole day got nothing going on, so mom didn't bother waking me up.Well she did eventually at 6 to ask me to watch that show I've been watching for the past month or so now.She's nice =).
Normal mothers would wake one up to study, come to think of it.But my mom woke me up to watch tv!!Haha.So fun so fun.
Can't believe I've been going and will go to school for 6 days in a week this week.Bleeh.Plus last week go whole week edy.Darn you accounts!!So unfair.
Ooh I can transfer pics to and from my phone and edit them and make them smaller edy.Hehehe.But stupid louyar phone capasity so low.

Bla bla bla.K bye bye.

Marked is pronounced as Market ya' know?

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Just do it

So we met Shahfri yesterday after many many years.He's 32.Oldest cousin I think.He's a half cousin I think.Always can remember him and his motorbike cause he used to come to M'sia with it.But this time no la, the thing spoil.Very nice guy.Oh, met Joy also.She's here for a month before she goes to start her work in Sydney.She's a cousin too who's been in UK for quite awhile and she's 24.Everybody is getting older and old.I wanna stay 17.I mean I wanna stay 17 only and only after Spm.Live in December forever and I'll never go old.

Shahfri, Ben, me, Joy, Mandy.All the names here not accurate wan weh.Either shortened or wrong spelling.
Too irristible to do photo shooting ler.


Had a not so good day today.Lack of sleep and I didn't know it.Wanted to blackout during paper2 of add math.Everytime do projects or study till late nights I sure blackout the next day wan.Now confirm know why I kena d.Not only lack of sleep, kena diarrhea some more.Tummy was hurting as if got cramps liddat in school.If I fail add math ar..Haih.
Oh I made my own lunch today.Honey bread is what we all call it.Good thing it turned out nice and edible.After kena diarrhea some more.I'd just die.Took my time and slept after that.Only 3 hours though.Good enough right..

After dinner Jane came over to go out with Ade to play bkb.I tagged along.Along with the camera.
They were desperate..so they did this..I call these opportunities and props.


I must get going and head off to the books of Chem City.1hour 10minutes before going to sleep[because i promised] left to hopefully cram some stuff in.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Salsa is Addictive

And they do not help you while studying.Especially with chips around, and the subject you're studying is Biology.Seriously.And it makes you sleepy after.
Okay maybe not.It was 12 something in the morning and the only sleep I had was 10 minutes in the afternoon.But I still blame it on bio.I don't care.

Must buy some more!Must must must.So yummeeee.Now I can't wait to go Tesco.

Going to Uncle Bob's house later in the night.Dad said that Shahfri[i don't know how to spell his name] is here in M'sia.He lives in Singapore.I think.With his family.If I'm not wrong, I think he's my cousin..It's been a loooong time since we've seen him.The only thing I remember now is standard 2 where we went to s'pore and I know thats not the last time but thats the only thing I can remember!Bleeh.

I've blogged, I've screwed, I've conquered!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Misses..

Gah it's so boring.Just played 9 games of freecell and I finally stopped because I lost the 9th one.So yeah, I take it as a sign to stop playing and start blogging.

"About what?" I ask myself.Nothing.N-o-t-h-i-n-g.
Yup yup.

Came here just to find something to do which is actually nothing.What and why did I get myself into this??
Stupidity and desperation.Haha.

Regretted waking up late.Should've woke up early and tire myself so that I would be able to sleep in this nice fine cool weather.This feeling reminds me of Che Foo in Cameron Highlands.I wanna go.That place is like superbly huge I tell you.Mostly is because of the field la.Which is the one that makes it bigger and funner.Funnest and shortest holiday ever.Especially with the families and friends we went with.Awesome.
Oh!I see keluak on my dinner table.Ahh..*glee*

Friday, September 08, 2006

Winter On It's Way

I think I'd just die if the weather is like this during Spm which is said to be in like 67 days or something.Haa..2 months!!Hehehe.Raining while sitting for an important exam is so not what I want.
Well anyways, before going into the car after our small little makan just now we saw the top of the car.The air is so humid till the art of condensation happened..or something.hee
My days are getting better I guess.But I did an emo-whoring in the car.So nice.At least I would like to think so.
Just did some normal colour edits.

Eh katkat go school on Monday kay.Go if you want to eat cake!
Which reminds me that I've been going school for 4days including Friday which now and I'm going in about 5 or 6 hours.Oh crap I can't take the camera for CF's last meeting.Mandy's taking it to work.Schucks.I forgot!!So wrong timing weh.And it's too late for me to ask anyone to bring.
Maybe I'll message and ask Cheryl to bring her camera.

M&M's minis anyone?

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Now or Never

Everything kinda started from me right?Can't help but to think that it's my fault.It is.

Neways, remember M.L.T.R?If you haven't guessed it already, its Michael Learns To Rock.
There's this one song of theirs, Take me to your heart inside that fakie thingy.At first I thought it wouldn't be nice so why bother listening to it.
I finally did just now after school when I was kinda home alone again.Well anyways even though the song is to a girl, I still find it meaningful.Some parts.

There's so much I wanna say.But.


Oh yea, I'm gonna die of ajinamoto like Cheryl said that day.Waiting..

Monday, September 04, 2006

Days to Come

Told you I hate Monday's already lorr..

As you all have heard, Steve Irvin just died today.Monday.Kathy told me she doesn't want to go to school tomorrow just now, today.Monday.I was home alone and dead bored since morning because I didn't go to school because Kathy said she didn't wanna go today.Monday.I tripped a wire and made the whole house blackout[just for a moment and I went to the rescue because it was my fault] just now.Monday.I had to walk to tuition just now too.Monday.Mood just got screwed up a few hours ago, thank goodness it came back.Monday.And I did wear an "I HATE MONDAY" shirt just now like I said I would.Mondays.Don't you just love 'em.

On the other hand, Mandy finally came back from her 6 day trip in Honk Konk and apparently China also.Monday.She got me a fakie 512mb shuffle.Now I can be moody without using turning on the comp to listen to songs.But if the song function thingy doesn't work, I'd still be happy to use it as a pendrive.Days to come.

I am lost.Thanks.

Pictures Galore II

Uncle Tee and family's home.This is sooo not all.My Hollywood..
Last night of Emerge KL 'o6 in Pyramid.CHC of Singapore came down for this event.And South Cluster's winning huuge trophy.Mom's stall in Meru Corner.H.Y.P.E. featuring Narroway, HCC's youth band and Altered Frequency together with Pastor Christopher Long.My friends are.You are.Priceless =)

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Smile With Me

Saw this kitty cat yesterday in front of add math tuition after class.Long time never play with kitten already.So cute and white and small.Keep strectching itself.Haih..Kittens.Used to have to many as in really many.

Been playing quite a lot of FreeCell lately.My record of winning streaks for now is 14 games in almost 3 days.I know I'm going to lose the next one d.So before it gets erased, let us have a memory of it.
So sayang to want to stop the game.I still haven't close it yet.Argh it's just a game.
Feeling a bit emo again.I now know I'm very good in finding ways or digging my own grave in making myself this way d.That darn simple.If for any reason you're thinking it's because of this game, it's not.I'm not that dumb.Just dumber.

Going out again tonight.
Getting tired of this already la.H.Y.P.E. is the event.But I'd rather go out and be in God's presence than to sit in front of this rectangular thing and type and make me emo again.

Gone.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Portless but Happyful

First I was cameraless because the sister went to Honk Konk with it, then I was cameraful because I borrowed one from a friend to show you people my adventures.Now I'm portless obviously because I'm not the owner of the camera la.Which means I have to wait till the real owner finds the usb port for me to transfer the pictures.So no piccas again today.Guess I'll have a Pictures Galore II with more events.

Hmm..Merdeka was weird..I don't feel any spirit of merdeka anywhere, anywhere at all.Next year must be merdekaful d I don't care.Half a century edy marr..Okie okie?

Wasn't at home the whole day on the 31st.Woke up, got ready, made a few calls and so on.Had a road trip kinda thing to Kuala Selangor.Went to U.Tee and A.Kun Kun's, an old family friend who we visit anually, house in Kapar there.He's the owner of Kapar Coconut.So basically he has a lot of land.And a lot of dogs[animals]!
This time we brought the Saw and Sebastian's family - Mandy and Jon Saw + adopted childs, Jane C and Yin Har, together with us.
Hung out there awhile and finally headed out to KS.It's been a long time since I've been there and still can remember the place.Ate at the same seafood restaurant and sat maybe at the same place if I'm not mistaken.It's been years.So ate and ate for quite awhile and finally went out of the place.Saw my mom's side of the family there, then the Sebastian's saw their friends too and dad met an old friend who was the drummer in their band.Small world I tell you..So we went back to the house to eat fruits and stuff.They have this golden retriever which was huge.Found out that he was only less than a year.SO CUTEE.Hehe.Didn't take picture la.

Headed home and had to get ready to go to Pyramid's Convention Hall for the last night of Emerge KL 06 hosted by City Harvest.Just only found out about going there that afternoon.So blur and I didn't even know what was it about.Event started about 6 and ended at 11.The thing is, we didn't even feel the length of it.It was praise and worship first, performances, closing up of a few competitions, prize giving ceremony, preaching and ended with another short P&W.
Oh yea, SOUTH CLUSTER WON OVERALL!!Heehee..Didn't get our group photo as promised, because some people wanted to go d.

Skipped school today, again.So I followed Har to mom's new food stall in Meru Corner opposite Glad Tiding's just now with Cheryl.She's selling Chak Fan aka mixed rice?Don't talk to me about chinese terms la..I'm turning into an even more pure banana already.Nice food I guess.Just like any other day, the only thing different from home is I get to eat food that is still hot coming straight from the kitchen.At home is always 2 hours later food.Or maybe 3 or 4 hours?Blame the tuitions and my slow eating.
I think I'm going to eat catered food from now on.She's in the catering business too.So whatever she cooks for them, I get it for dinner.But I say they're lucky because she cooks Malaccan/Nyonya dishes too.