Gone Going

Hey yous', will be gone and be in Cameron Highlands for 3 days!
Which means I will be back on the 1st of January.
Yeah won't be here for New Years.
Miss me kay..
Will be leaving in at 5.30am which is in 30 minutes, if those pigs and me get ready in time la.
This holiday will be with me familia, a.Jenny and daughter, Charissa and the lonesome Jane Chong.
That girl is in the room with the other pigses, not including a.jenny and charissa la.
Whee~!Gonna travel in the dark.My favouriteses time to travel.

Hmm..I haven't get my beauty sleep since I woke up at 11am today.
Oh oh!Watched A Night At The Museum at Pyramid just now, as in 4 or 5 hours ago.
Very nice!!
Okay i should go find something else to do.My eyes are hurting now.Haa..
Sleep here I come!

Happy early New Year lovelies!

My Christmas Days

Had our yearly family gathering on the 23rd, so I'll start from there.
Well the day started off badly as usual.Spent my time sleeping my feelings away.
And lets not talk about any of that.
Didn't eat much but camho-ed much.
This year was soo much of an improvement of last year.
I love my family and relatives!
I know you people wanna see pictures ny la.Hor?Don't appreciate writing typing wan.
So here ya go.

My berbanyak-banyak posing, with my bersikit-sikit cousins.

And 17 of us.Missing Giovana, Shaun and Joy.

Christmas morning was spent in church.
However, mom had little, or should I say no help at all, in the morning.
We ended up reaching late and her dish still wasn't ready.
So we poked the stuff into the stick and finished 10 or 15 minutes before sevice ended.
*faster give me the group pic la JOSH*
5[?] people were baptised!! later on.
And then we had lunch in church cooked by most of the women.
I'm getting bored of pictures.
But since I do not have that big group photo, I have to post the vain pot pics la.
Sorrryy.

Went grocery shopping right after for our Christmas Fondue Party in Cheryl's place.
People that got invited came.
The ones that came early ate a lot.
The later ones, you wasted darn a looott of fruits.
We had smoothies too!
Aand I think I'm too lazy to upload anymore pics.
Didn't take much anyways.I think you people are sick of my camwhoring, no?
Played mafia after that.
If me and Tjen didn't ask for it we would've played taboo instead.Hee
I don't wanna be mafia at the first round edy la.


.theeeeeeee end!!!!

Not A Very Merry Christmas

Days haven't been the bestest of days now.
I feel so..inferior.
Selfish.Stupid.Who knows what else.
And I don't feel like keeping up with blogging anymore.
Or I guess I won't update much anymore.
Not doing everything full heartedly anymore.
So why talk about it if I don't enjoy or whatever crap it is.
I can't stand going around so feeling fake anymore.
But it's not like I want help anyways.So I guess it's a have to.
I think I have a big ego.Maybe not THAt big..but still..

I want to hold on to everything.But I can't.I just can't!
Thinking that I can is even stupider.
But not everything is impossible.right...?
Being naive and opitimistic again.

Do you think hair pulling excessively will make you bald?
I think I'll be soon.
Which will be great!And there I go running again..

Happy Birthday Daddy!
No presents, nor Santy can take this day away from You!
Even talking about You takes away my silly thoughts.
I wish I can bring people to You.
I want the strength and courage.
I wanna tell them of how great You are!

Now why can't I be excited about You like this every other day..
I know I'll make it through with You!
Love You much.

Post SPM Syndrome

SPM has been over for like 3 days and 2 weeks a.k.a 21 days ago.
I'm still having those must-have-symptoms.
Those must-have-symptoms during SPM, meaning..
not going out or doing all those things you're not suppose to do during SPM lah.
You get my drift.
Sickening really, but I'm adjusting to it.
I love it, but I hate it all at the same time.
Most, or maybe some of you would know how slumber i was then.
How I acted as if SPM wasn't going on or so.

You should see me now, all cooped up in my house doing nothing.
Not exactly nothing nothing, but I'm becoming a game freak now.
I found the PS1's connector during SPM.How cool is that.
Harvest Moon was first, then Ade started not liking me hog her GB too much.
So I moved on to Star Wars, but it got boring eventually.
And then Yoot Tower.It got boring too.
Then I started taking out the PS1 and Legend of Mana came.
It got so hard to get hold of the tv at any time of the day.
Even harder when I can't wake up in the morning.
That's where Tomb Raider came in.
Got so fed up of the internet and decided to play this game that I kinda feared last time.
Turns out to be quite okay.But quite hard also lor.
So I'm looking at walkthrough's while playing now.

I'm beginning to feel as though I'm putting God behind.Which I am actually.
The other day I chose going to a church's carnival over normal church.
The thought was in my head the whole day.
And then Youth camp/retreat.Didn't go too.Why?
Because didn't have much friends going, gave in to my syndrome and chose the games over Him.
Sooo not good.
Oh I chose not to go for the BTG retreat too.
I.don't.like.people.anymore.

On another note, me familia has new pets.
5 fishes in the size of an averagely huge ikan bilis.
Which means it's bigger than an ikan bilis la.
We had them named Henry, Lola, Delila, Emery and Teddy.
I only named Delila, the rest was given by Mandy.
Speaking about pets, I went with Yh to walk his new dog, a 1 year old terrier.
So darn cute.Hee..

Gosh it's late.Nighteo.

I'm so Bored's

I'm so bored, I miss studying.
I'm so bored, I miss studying late nights listening to my fake iPod Shuffle.
I'm so bored, I sleep super darn kau early at night as if I have things to do in the morning.
And I still wake up as late as ever.
I'm so bored, I think I must be crazy that I wanna go back to school to study.
I.Am.Seriously.Very.Very.Bored.
Till I'm bored of myself thinking that I'm bored.
And, I'm so bored I start taking out all my old computer games which would be like who knows how old.
Aren't you bored of seeing my bore-di-ness?

I see Mr. Froggo at the end of the couch....haih.

Blogging is No Fun Nemore

Seriously lor..
Actually it still is la..but then..dunno la..
Maybe I just don't have the mood for it.

BAh I wanna go play Star Wars: Episode 1 Racer now.
It makes me forget about things going on around..
And forgetting is good for now.

Bye.

Dumdeedeedumdum

I forgot to blog.Initially i can't forget right..?Cause blogging is up to me right?
Okay nvm.Blek.

Sunday...went to City Harvest in the night to watch Sam perform in a musical.
Rizuan The Musical is what it is called.

The only clear picture I'm willing to post up from the musical.*hahaha*

But there are others too..Like the Klang people...without me.

Josh, the one with the hands up, almost won a phone.But he didn't know the answer, so phone begone!

Went for bowling on Tuesday with Beryl Meryl and Janey Baney!
I got suckier by the minute though...so well lets not talk about it.
But I heard that my bowling ball spins wan!
Heard because I hate looking at my bowling ball hit the pins, or not hit the pins.
Jane is goood..and Cheryl is a fast learner weh..*she said her butt hurts from bowling till today**shh*

The pool party was finally on Wednesday and it was the most driving I've done ever!
'Nuf said.Hee.
Oh oh not enough! Khaliq's little brother is so darn cute.

And today some of us went X-Box-ing in Beryl Meryl's place.
Yong Han got beaten up by a girl in need for speed~!!
And that girl was meee..!
I lost to Joel by 3 and 5 seconds later on.*darn you*
But I did beat you in Burnout too right?Hee..

Today is a really weird day to be jolly about..I'm not suppose to be happy!
I think I got too emo and kept everything in till everything in me froze.
Dumb.

Tomorrow is prom.GArrh.

Girl, Breathe.

I just realised I constantly hold my breath AT every breath!
Then having to take deep breaths later on..
I feel like I'm suffocating.Probably from holding everything in.

"Is this really what I want.......?"
Quoted by Cliff, in... Harvest Moon...

I know laa...game so..??Educational wart.

BA057 A076 No More!

SPM is finally over~!!
Though i don't feel the difference of the weight lifted up and all those crap, but heck it's over.

Last day of school was DUPER FUN!
Well only if I'm speaking in a sarcastic manner la.
Which, I am.

It is and was the worst of the worst of the worst!
I am such a sucker at being a girl.
Seriously..2 in a day.
Am I good or what.

Bye bye supposedly happy post.Maybe tomorrow.

Almost Done

One more subject, three more papers to go.
Not feeling as excited as I should be.

Crap no mood d.


I wanna go for holiday.